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 This one won't bad as long as the last one i am in a awesome mood today for some reason... might be the 4 hours of gta four last night or working out last night i feel good and pumped.  So i guess when you don't have much to say then you just bull shit alot.  I could say i hope it gets warmer out becuse i do have a lot fo boating to do over memorial day weekend.  Oh and there is a party sunday for the race at my house in syracuse which will be fun... maybe a keg i am not sure hahaha. It should be fun to get back on the lake and do it all over again.  I feel older every time i go out there becuase more young people are out there partying and make a mess where i have beend oing it for about 5 years now.  Oh well nothing wrong with hopefully some boob action and some random make out with women hahah like that will happen. Ok now i am done babbling on lol it feels nice to do this again hahaha ok i am out.  Peace

 Well this is quite entertianing to me because i have not written in this blog for 130 weeks.  I don't know why i think it is just becuase i was pretty content with life and i didn't have to get anything off my chest.  So let me brush the cobwebs off this blog and get it fired back up.  i think i need to start doing this again becuase i have a lot of built up anger and if i don't get it out somehow then i might explode and murder someone.  Well i guess it starts with a girl of course becuase why wouldn't it i never get upset about anything else but that.  I guess i am not mad at anything but more disappointed about how i can act with some people.  Either i am not very open about anything or i just let it all out at the same time.  I have not been the same since i broke up with my last girlfriend.  I used to be i assume more charming but now i am a big wuss when it comes to women.  I can't randomly meet any of them anymore or if i do for some reason they all become my friends and that is never a good sitituation.  Well i take that back i do enjoy my friends that are girls i mean i have fun with them and we can have a good time together.  I guess i just feel a little empty inside when i can't invite the girl over to watch a movie or hang out and also the other benefits of a relationship.  I think the only way i can get over my ex is to either find someone to treat me the same way she treated me or better.  I only broke up with her becuase i felt like it was a lost cause becuase she had other things to do then to hang with me.  I was just a bother to her towards the end.  Then there is this other girl which we were friends then thought dating could work which it might have but she has to many problems for me and never gave me a fair chance.  As soon as she wanted to date me she wanted to date this other guy and i was so pissed about it.  Now i was told she is in the relationship with the other guy which is fine with me i assume it is for the better becuase her and I did not see eye to eye on many things we were just to good friends that didn't have anyone and wanted someone but in the end it didn't work out.  Man it must say it does feel pretty good to just go on here and blabble about things it does let me get things off my chest and maybe make things cool down a little.  There are many women out there and i just have to be pactient and not try so hard and get back to the person i once was.. Other than the girl sitiuation i must say life is pretty good.  I have a good job and live in a nice apartment and all my friends kick ass and we just know how to "taker down" when we get together. I do have a wonder summer ahead of me but i won't be on the lake as much as i want to be but i will be up there as much as possible.  Well this is all i have to say for now i guess i will move on to do actual work now hahaha take care.
 

hey everyone how is it going.... not to bad here i don't knwo if anyone reads this but i decided it was time to update it because it is old and out dated. So to start off thigns i am good and everything is going fine. Purdue won which is freaking awesome hahaha about damn time only waiting like 2 monthes for it. I think the new quarter back will be pretty good as long as he can stay consistent and not turn the ball over. Classes suck but u know what u going to do i guess that is what i get for going to purdue and trying to be an engineer. Umm i am still with laura whcih i am sure everyone knows and we are doing good. I plan on getting a little drunk sat at breatkfast club for my first time which will be hopefully amazing hahahaha. The cops busted da's party friday which was kinda a scary, yet exciting becuase i was 21 so i didn't reall worry about it. Well i hoep everyone is doing well and i am out so catch u later.

You might be a redneck if u get yourself kicked out of a campground which in our experiences of this weekend we managed to do lol. It was the most ridculous thing ever and i still don't know why they were being so pissed off at us but they can kiss my ass. So it was pretty good weekend friday i hung out with some friends and went an seen this guy who was pretty good singer. Sat i went up to the race and got in trouble at the campground and we walked around and talked to a bunch of hillbillies. I twas fun becuase damn i really feel like a civilized person after I go up to a nascar race. Well i got totatly shitface sat then started drinking again 9 on sunday and drank all through the race but i had the worse hangover when i got back sunday night so i crashed pretty early. It was i have to say a very eventful but a fun weekend. I might have to return again next year. Sorry i havn't updated this is a long time i never have the urge to do it lol. Well i am out. Peace

Hey everyone whats happening. Not to much here just bored sitting at home. Well i hope everyone is excited about the new starwars movie which is coming out tonight wooo hooo finally after 6 years we can finally see it damn george lucas for making us wait so damn long. I hope it is really freaking awesome. I also wanted to know why there are so many bad last episodes to tv series such as raymond was monday and seinfeild was. There were some good ones like Home Improvment which was pretty good and Friends was a good one as well. Oh well i guess u just have to put up with it. So yesterday i went wakeboard which was pretty damn cold but fun and got a pic of me drinking a beer while wakeboarding which was the shit but it was quite tiring hahahah. Well i guess i can shut up right now so talk to every later.
Peace.

Hey to everyone i am back at good ol syracuse indiana. It is funny transiting from the college town to my home town where everything i slike 45 min away. Well yesterday i went to a couple of parties which was kinda cool it was like the first time i had been at a party where i wasn't hosting it ande that is always exciting. I went over with nick to grant's brothers house and we drank a lot of beer. I played two games of beer pong but i lost which sucked but oh well it happens. It was good times and then friday da, jim tim and there girls came over and we had a fire outside which was fun and exciting. Now i have to figure out where i am going to work and make some bling bling. My damn parents have all this shit planned for me to do and such i can't ever figure out why i come to work geeezzz. Well i am about done yip yapping so i will catch everyone later.

well It is that time of the year where we must say our goodbyes to everyone and hopefully see them next year when they come back to this lovely place called college. I am glad classes are over but i kinda wish that school was still going on because i know i will miss my girlfriend a lot and it doesn't make me excitied at all to go home. Yes i will see my mom and dad and da and all my friends and party out at the sandbar but i don't know how exciting it will be this year being my girlfriend will be 6 hours away so who knows when i will see her. It is kinda of odd i don't know why i like her so much... maybe becuase her and I are so alike and get along so well and she is cute lol.... but somethings her and I don't see eye to eye on which sucks becuase it is just minor things that we have different opionins on. I don't know where this will go or how long it will last but all i know is that it will be a long summer without her.

Why am I just a loser and can never be happy. I am always irritated with my girlfriend and I can't figure out why and it pisses me off so much becuase i don't want to be and i try my best not to be but it just happens to me. I can't pinpoint it why and then i get upset then i talk to her then she gets up set because she doesn't nkow what she is doing wrong which isn't doing anything i am just a fucked up person ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Oh well if u read this it really isn't so much fun i suggest u not to read it.

Hey Hey to all how is everyone doing. NOt to bad here. So i had a pretty good weekend. ON friday laura, curt, shaina, jap and I all went to this japanese place to eat dinner. It was really good. I got sushi and sashami which was good then we went back to my place and hung out then went bowling which i happened to kick everyones butt but u knwo i should be doing that. Then came back home and chilled and went to my friends house and i drank a little then ryo and laura were like hey lets go to whitecastle so we did and i was kinda buzzed hahahah it was yummy. Then on sat I went over to tittes and played some catch with nate then over to matt's where i drank some more and bbqed and played ladders which is a fun game. Then laura came over and we watched a Blade two with con man and stich. That is a good movie it was the first time i had seen it. Then on sunday i didn't do anything and it felt really nice lol. Now ia m just sitting here bored off my butt but glade i don't have any homework to do hahahahaha. Well i guess that is all so I will talk to everyone later. PEACE!!!!

P.S. Mets finally got a damn win lol

Hey everyone how is it going. Not to bad here just can't sleep becuase i think i am getting sick. Well I havn't written in this in a while so i will keep everyone updated. So if everyone doesn't know by now i have a girlfriend. She is really nice and i like her a lot. I am really glad to have her it feels so good to have someone there. We have only been going out for a couple of weeks now. but i have a feeling this one might last a little while. :) Oh and for the weekend well i got drunk da and Jim came up and titties and asian and ryo we all played some drinking games which was fun and entertaining. Then sat i went over to a friends house and he had a little party going on and titties made out with a chick... yes i know hard to believe but he did and she was pretty good looking. I had to take care of druken elizibeth after she had WWWWAAAYYYY to much to drink. OH and a pisser was that trev's place they ran out of Co2 so the beer ran dry which sucked. Oh well it happens. Well i guess that is about all i have to say for now so if anyone reads this let me know hahahaha or leave a comment or something lol. Peace

PS Damn UNC for winning the national title.

OH my god, oh my god, oh my god were the words of the man incharge of our hotel activies and it was annoying. But i would have to say those words explain how fucking awesome acapulco was. I had the time of my life. I miss it already. The clubs there were the best part of the trip. I was a danceing machine hahaha and also i was drunk as hell. The hotel we stayed at was a really nice hotel and i liked it. I don't think i have enought space in here to explain all what happened at spring break so i will just hightlight some of it. well frist off i drank at alot and partied at the clubs all the time which was fun. IN the day time i drank beer and sat by the pool just looking at all the fine ladies watlking around. I pretty much just drank myself to death so i think i might just have to skip a couple of days drinking. hahaha. well now i have to get my ass back into school gear because i have a lot of shit due which sucks so i will talk to everyone later. Peace

Hey everybody how is everything going. It is going pretty good here. I can't believe it is March already where in the hell did Febuary go. It still feels like i just got back from christmas break hahahaha. Well what is with this weather i swear it is all snowy and such and it has been pretty nice the last couple of days not we are back in a frozen tundrea. Well I had a pretty good weekend I went to one party which was good and just hung out on sat with my friend laura. The nice guy that I am I got her drunk for the first time hahahaha. Now i am sitting here in a computer lab being bored waiting for my physics lab to start. I might be going up to michigan this weekend to go snowmobileing which is awesome because it will be so much fun. Guess what only 2 more weeks and I am on spring break in mexico. I soo can't wait to take a vacation it is going to be so much fun. Well it hink that is all so i will catch up with every on later. toodles

Well how is everyone doing today. I am just doing great i mean the weather outside is sooooooooo awesome. I am just in a good mood for some reason. Even thought people have been wondering about the apt that i am moving in next year but i hav ebeen thinking about it and i think i did a good move it should be fun. It is also in pretty good shape. Well this weather is making me want to bust out the wakeboard and just do my 360 back flip. hahahah alright maybe not that much but i am going to try my best to do something on the damn thing this year and not just drinking my summer away. Oh and i think i might start the countdown for mexico i think it sonly like 25 days away hahahah i am so stoked. my prof is moving the exam that i was suppose to have the day after spring break to a couple days after which is soo good becuase who knows what kind of shape i will be in after spring break. Well let me see anything else to talk about... oh yeha supercross was really good this year i had fun. i didn't like how carmichal won agian but u will have that. the racing for the 125 finals was really good which i liked. but unfortunaly 3 of the top riders were hurt for the race which they are always damn hurt i swear lol. Well i think it is time for me to shut up so i will talk to every one later.
The Big L

Hey to all how is everyone doing on this lovely tuesday mourning, I have been better. I am just sitting here in my room thinking about shit(girls) and trying to cram for an exam i have in 45 min. My weekend was some fun times i got really drunk friday. Then sat asian and I went on a drinking bing of yegar and took enough of that to make u sick, but i didn't get sick.... phew! Then sunday I went over to my buddies matt's house and I had a good time watching everyong do a keg stand and watching that Pats win again. Well now i am about to head to class so i will catch all of u later Peace !!!!

You know funny part about the way my girl life is going seems that i scare them all away with the way i act when i am with them. I am not sure what I do wrong but whatever they can kiss my ass for all i care. I am who I am and if they don't like it there lose. I also see a pattern when i put in a live journal about how i had a good time with a girl the next day they seem to get rid of me. I mean I have to ask myself if this live journal thing is a curse or what. I laugh about it just because that fact is ture. Well and I can't understand why all bad things happen on the same day. I mean never been in a fender bender before yesterday and i got rear ended then the guy gave me a wrong number but i got his plates so it is all good. Then a girl says she doesn't like me anymore pshhh. It is better this way i need to stay single when i go to mexico and get herpasifillitisaids (new illness). Well I guess I will just be myself and get over this girl and then move on to another one sometime in the near future. And I relized that drinking never solves anything... but it sure is fun to do when u are feeling down hahahaha. Well i guess I am done babling on about why life is a pain in my rear end ( get the symbolism there) so until next time... Have a lolly jolly good day !!!!!

Hey hey to all how is everyone doing, I am doing pretty good over here. I am writing this lovely journal from anderson where i have spent the whole weekend with ashley. It was a really fun weekend and I really don't want to go back to Purdue but some shit just has to be done. This weekend i got the whole tour of Pendelton and got to meet ashley's mom and go to her old job and all that good stuff. Then on sat ashley had to work so I went up to ball stat and visited with some friends until she got off work. i was disappointed when i wasn't able to find a party becuase some people backed out on me. BASTARDS hahah jk. Well now i am just up bored becuase i can't sleep so everyone take care and PEACE!!

Hey to all, how is everyone doing today. Not to bad here. Well this weekened i went up to my cabin in michigan and it was so much fun. There was plenty of snow up there. We had like a foot and a half so snow and then friday night it snowed another 4 ins so the trails were really nice. We put on about 70 miles which isn't all that much but it was just fun to bust out the snowmobile. I really wish i could go up there every weekend but i have to many things to do then just snowmobile. Well another exciting thing happened to me while I was on my trip back. I went to put some windsheild whipper fluid in my car so i put my hood up. Well when i did that I guess the latch for the hood broke so I wasn't able to put my hood completly down. Everything ended up being Ok with it besides i was waiting for a scene from tommy boy to happen. Well i guess that is about it I am back at purdue and freezing my butt off. Talk to all the peeps later.

Lyle a.k.a Big L

Well hey everyone, it si like midnight and i am bored and i was reading about my journals and i now figured out why every thinks i am an alcoholic. I think only a couple of my journals didn't consist of alcohol. So i decided since i was bored I would write a non-alcoholic journal. Well today was a normal day i had some assignments to do, i froze my butt off man it was cold today. I am liking my new classes but there is going to be a lot of work with them. I am up to the challenge with work i need to bring my grades up. OH and guess what is really cooll..... It is snowing outside whoo hooo i am excitied. I hope i can go do some donuts somewhere before my classes. Oh pooh i just remebered i don't have an ice scraper... hope it doesn't snow to much. Well i just wanted to say hey and wonder how many people read this... if u do IM me and tell me. Well I am out so later taters.
Lyle a.k.a L train

Hey to all how is everyone doing. I am doing pretty well here. Well this weekend was the first kegger party at 1623 and it turned out pretty well. Not many people showed up but for everyone who did it was a fun time and the cops didn't come whoo hoo. I meet some cool new people and partyed with some people i never thought iw ould be drinking with. I meet this one girl that is really cool and I like a lot which u know if anyone has read my past journals u know how excitied i am. The only bad part is that she lives in anderson which is quit a distance away. Well i just wanted to post something on here since i havn't in a while. so talk to all u peeps later.
lyle

P.S. Fucking Jets should have beat those pancy Steelers!!!

Well hey everyone i havn't writen in this in a long time so i figured i would say something to keep it sort of recent. So i have had a very nice x mas break so far. The cruise that I went on was so much fun. I meet a bunch of new friends and i drank planty in good ol mexico. The cruise ship was also really nice and clean and they had a fun place where everyone meet at night to hang out. I was all excitied to hear that it was freaking cold and snowy at home and i was ready to go snowmobiling but as soon as i got back it started to warm up and it has been warm every since. I think i am curse never to have good snowmobiling... oh well. Now i am just enjoying the last couple days of break before i have to slave away at college again. well I hope that everyone had a lovely x mas and a happy new year and i will catch u guys later.